August 16

The road to recovery is a difficult path. It initially begins with the want, or perhaps the need.
I didn't really know where this health path would take me. Beginning with the lack of that killer drug...Nicotine and then progressing to Alcohol...etc....

Every thing in moderation, is the name of the game. Why stop something that doesn't damage you?
Your existence is based on discovery. On searching. On security. How can you feel secure if your very actions are harming yourself? or maybe those around you!.

Recently during one of my SHEDDING THE SKIN WEEKENDERS. I decided to really analyse every component of my psyche as now my body is purifying I have the chance to see what thoughts are governing my anxieties-Stresses.

STRESS.....

What is stress. Well stress is when you are think about something negatively. to a point where your body feels the chemical imbalance caused by primal based responses. Too many insecure based thoughts and you get chemically imbalanced.

IF YOU ARE INSECURE IN YOUR LIFE You probably are saying that you have no future.

Tasks

when do you get the time to do all your tasks? (ay Claire?).
Its never ending. That is Life....BUT WHY IS IT LIFE?
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I have an opera singer staying over at the moment. She has come over from the states and is groovy spirit.
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New realisations
family is based on tradition.
if it is not traditional it is not a family.
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Progression.

Very fast. Its coming together a little too quickly...Ive had to slow down and take it easy....
as there IS NO RUSH.
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SILLY Word of the day..........

Zinnybafffeeeeeelop.

meaning :- To through your baffeeeeeelop into a zilly.
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New Poem:-
Depression

YOU DON'T KNOW YOU ARE IN IT
BECAUSE YOU ARE IN IT....
IN IT!

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Energy draining monster people.
If decided to call these people EDMPs they are people that continuously drain your energy.
emmmmm time for

ZAKSPEECH
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Time :

Managed to free up some quality time..... Nice one...
Been Mega busy though  house of heaven is coming together quick and fast....